Those hurtful names,

Etched on your wrist with a razor,

Each and every one has its’ own,

Deeper and deeper they get,

This one won’t stop bleeding.

They found laughter in your pain,

Whatever you did,

It was never enough. Nobodys listening.

No escape. No Sanctuary.

No rest from these wicked games.

Scarlet life seeps from your wrist,

Running the race of life, but

Coming to an early finish.

You fall and there you lay,

Bleeding.

Time after time, thoughts of you run through my head,

The shine of your hair, the glee in your grin,

Watching and wanting makes me feel dead

Inside, but I hold me emotions in and hold my chin

High. I hoped a relationship would start,

Dreams of you, worth more to me than a fountian of pure gold,

You never cease to amaze me, a stunning piece of art,

I’d be there to hold youm on a winters cold.

So close to you, and you didn’t know

Just how much you meant to me

I’m scared I’ll loose you. Don’t go

Away from my life. I just want us to be

Close, in thought and in mind,

Now the time where two become one

and closer together we shall bind,

Finally, something wonderful has begun…

I love you.

Close your eyes

Just for one minute and

Listen to the sound that is

The vibration in my voice

     as I whisper, gently

     ‘Don’t leave me.’

The sound that is

My breath as it sharpens

     as we lean in to kiss

     tenderly

The sound that is

The bass drum of my heart

     beating harder, louder, faster

     as our moment draws near…

Where were you,
In my hour of need? Here?
There? Certainly not where
You were needed,
Most of all, you left me.
Alone.
 
Where were you,
When I needed you?
Your skills. Your cunning. Your wit.
Your courage, to give me strength.
I needed you, but where were you?
There.
 
Where were you,
In my final battle?
Against reality and life.
Where were you,
When I needed you most? Gone
Forever.
 
Now, it is you who need I.